Gifts I made for my lady wife for her up coming birthday
-hair stick made with wood, bone and stone beads.
-glasses cord made with dyed red bone skulls, glass beads and cotton cord
-cotton batik tie on shirt with machine embroidery is the background
No one in the world understands my aesthetic like my lovely lady..! AHhh~ They’re so fantastic!
haha I lost a follower or two after my sad whiny middle of the night reflecting on my life post last night. Hilarious~
I tried to draw several times today and failed miserably, so I’m back in bed again, eating candy and being a gigantic baby. Maybe I’ll finally get myself to watch Utena.
tldr; My emotions are doing weird things and I have no idea why. Also I was officially hired on full time by the company that was hosting my internship and they’re going to pay me more than I’ve ever been paid before! Also our friends have pooled together their resources to pay for my spouse to come visit for my birthday. Also I might be way too lucky for my own good and I might have the best friends ever.
Lots of whining under the cut.
I’m kind of just hanging around reading inspirational tumblr posts and eating candy and I’m still in my nightgown
What is my life
My cousin’s daughter is starting to ask about witchy things, I trust my cousin to pass on our grandmother’s biz. Though I secretly hope she asks me about it when she’s grown up a little more so I can show off all the bips and bops our grandmother left me.
Though, to be honest, mostly my grandmother taught me the importance of snack foods and tea plus also yelling at ghosts maybe if they get on your nerves.
I finally drew in my new sketch book, fitting to start with something from Nausicaä. The anime is tied with Whisper of the Heart for my absolute favorite Ghibli film and the manga is really good, a more sophisticated and complex sequence of events than what is portrayed in the movie. Also Nausicaä’s powers are expanded upon as is the mythos of the world.
Version 2. I’m getting SO ADDICTED TO THIS.
I love this comic and I love these pixels I am just in love okay
It’s funny to me that dating in RPGs usually gets called romance. As in the phrase, “what are the romance options in this game”. Because almost every single instance of it I have experienced usually ends with the hook up and the characters having some sex. Then the relationship just stops there, in that fuzzy limbo. This always makes me angry because this is the first step of a relationship, when two people decide to be together seriously with whatever that entails (which isn’t necessarily sex). As someone that has been married for several years I can honestly say that it is the easiest part of a relationship. To be honest it always sort of reminds me of every heterosexual relationship I ever attempted, where my partner was extremely attentive and romantic until they got some sex, and then that was it. No more effort wasted on their part, quest complete your reward is sex on tap, on to the next thing. (It’s probably not limited to heterosexual exchanges but relationships I had with ladies as a lady I have had completely different issues associated with them.)
Then you get sequels to games where romantic partners don’t interact at all outside of banging occasionally, or you are encouraged to start new romances because apparently these writers are only capable of writing how romances start and have no idea how to maintain them or how much more fascinating that aspect of them are. Which, again, pretty much seems par for the course sometimes.